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I don't love New York.


Why do I say the things I say? Why do I act like a Richard? I want to engage myself into the lives of people I want to know, but I choose simply to ignore them. How does one insert oneself into another person’s life? Hrm... *Zip* (Colon-capital-dee) I think you would need to spark the person’s curiosity. And that would require a decent looking face, which I think I might have when the sun ain’t shining, or when I’m wearing a balaclava or something that covers my face. Or, preferably something that covers me from head to toe, that way, no one can see anything!

So now, having lost a lot of irreplaceable people and objects, I think I might know the feeling of helplessness. I’m not talking about the odd hard drive failure (especially when you’ve forgotten to back up), but more substantial and important things. When you feel like there’s no one to turn to when the world’s about to crush you and suicide is not even an option because even death wouldn’t calm your shattered soul. The way you feel when you’re so angry with yourself for choosing to do something, like taking a chance on that one relationship you thought would be meaningful, but instead left you more broken than before.

I leave you with a toast, compatriots!
To life! For many more million years of much more merriment more to come! MOAR.
Lady GaGa: Changing Skies

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Anonyme a dit…

Hey, comment-allez vous,
pardon my French, it's atrocious
I did read your other blog...
It's just that it was too personal to comment on, y'know?

It kinda left me thinking though...you're either an excellent storyteller or your life is nothing like mine/my other friends' lives. And yes, you aim to shock mon amie! (I'm trying to remember if I've just referred to you as female by accident.)
stay cool, keep blogging, it feeds us stalkers' souls. or y'know, ideas for a novel. pick one.

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